Settled in

Okay, so the kitten has been here for a week and acts like he owns the place! My cat Abby, is terrified of him and runs away from the things that she is afraid of, which means that she gets it from me.

Anyway, I found this cool thing on my friend Toni's Stardoll page:

Calling me Fake, won't make you Real,
Calling me Stupid won't make you Smart,
Calling me Weak won't make you Strong,
Calling me Ugly wont make you Beautiful,
Calling me Poor won't make you Rich,
SO DON'T DO IT!

Bee

Cobalt the kitten

It's funny, my mother said the other day, that we got cats because we thought they would last long and here we are the forth in four years!
We are picking him up tonight, and boy am I excited! My brother Eric (not his real name, but I've always wanted a brother Eric) chose the name (amongst my suggestions for names like Frenando or Waterloo, all you ABBA fans out there will understand what I am on about), since it is his cat. He is a gorgeous grey cat with some Russian Blue in him apparently, which made Mama suggest Tsar or Igor as a name.
Bee

Happy Christmas, love Genesis

Well, at this troubling times of remission and Christmas coming up, I have to take my hat off to Genesis engery for giving their consumers an interesting christmas present. 9% of an increase. Given circumstances (the remission (which I am still successfully ignoring) and Christmas, what a lovely time to give this gift. Why don't you just double your director's fee while you're at it?
Bee

Suicidal or joking?

I'm abit worried about some friends that were passing notes with stuff like: "Don't worry, sometimes I want to die, too" and "but I really want too". They both have emotional problems that should be let out. They both keep a diary, but I'm afraid that they might not be opening up for fear of someone coming across it. Gosh, I'm not trying to be mean, but i think that they should face the problem. Sometimes yourself is the only one who can solve the mystery.
With lots of love,
Bee

Learn how to say no!

I have a friend who got asked out by someone who she doesn't like. I'm SO glad that she said "no way!" This friend of mine has trouble sticking up for herself sometimes, so I'm glad that she rejected him. I'm just a bit worried that when we go to different high schools, she might get alot of peer pressure and she won't have the fierce Bee around her!!! (OK, so I might have dressed myself up a bit there.) Never give into peer preasure and learn how to say "no! that's not for me". It could end up helping you more than you could know.
Bee

My favourite lyrics- Imagine by John Lennon

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Diary

Me and a friend have decided to co-share a diary. We will have it each other day. I've read some of the stuff so far, and I'm hoping that after a while she will open up more. I might blog some stuff that I write in there, but not what she writes because she has taken me into confidence and I don't want to break that trust.
Bee

Viv and Angie

I was IMing my friend Angie and she told me about her blog (it's angie-myworld-angie.blogspot.com, by the way). I found it really interesting. Angie is such a nice person and I didn't know all that stuff about her. I have another friend Vivian and I think that Angie and Viv are just so different from each other. Me and Angie are probably the loud, crazy and impulsive one. I don't know about Angie, but I've gotten into some trouble over that. Vivian is more quiet. Like way more quiet. Viv doesn't have as much self confidence as me and Angie do.She's really quick to beat herself up about things. Another thing about my self is that I'm also the relaxed one. Not in the kind of don't-give-a-stuff way, but in the-let-it-be way.
Bee

Change

I can truely say that I have never been well at adapting to change. I just like things the way they are. That's why going to a new school was such a big deal to me. That's why I like living where I live. I live near a village and the only changes I can remember is New World changing to supervalue and one of the local cafes changing management. Yup, as Father Of the Bride would say, "This town fits me like a glove."
Bee

Change

Things change Things change, Things be changing so fast, You never know, Why natures changing, Things change, Climates all changing, Make strange for us to fathom, In the increasing wars, In the increasing lies, Things change, Make way for swaying, Things change and make strange, For struggles increase, No things got to change for better, But the strive never ending, Observed, discerned and realized abundantly, Study the human behaviors, Observe that we be fighting for non sense, Power to the people, And not the nuclear misphilosophy. - Poem from poemsabout.com

What is change?
Why does it happen?
Does it ever stop?
Is change always for the best?
Are somethings better left unchanged?
Bee

Start all over (Part 1)

"Out of the fire and into the fire again.You make me want to forget and,Start all over.Here I come,Straight out of my mind, or worse,Another chance to get burned,And start all over.I'm gonna start all over." - Miley Cyrus Start All Over lyrics
When I think about me being at a new school its become a positive. Even though I seem like I'm distancing myself from this new place in my life, it'll smooth over soon. I just wasted alot of time thinking about it in a negative way. Gotta go,
Bee

Oops

"That was my mistake.That was my mistake." - Spilt Enz lyrics
Last blog meant to read:
Bee's thought of the day: Some people are younger than me but not.
Instead of:
Bee's thought of the day: Some people are older than me but not.

Maturing gracefully

Bee's thought of the day: Some people are older than me but not.
I was in a shopping mall and I saw those 8 year olds with hand bags and I was like, woah. Time out. This girls are 8 and carrying little hand bags and I'm older than them and you'll only catch me with a shoulder bag..... um, when was the last time I used my shoulder bag? The question I'm asking, though, is why are the girls trying to push themsleves into young adulthood when they aren't ready. I mean what ever happened to when a teacher asks you "what you want to be when you grow up?" and you say "I don't want to grow up"? Hmmmm?

Just normal people

After my last blog I reflected on it and found out something painfully simple that I didn't see before. The people I whined about- that's it. They're just people. I can't expect them to be better than that. I know that I'm not.
Anyway, some friends and I were playing touch and a boy in my class wanted to play. We let him and this awful boy (also in my class) called him a trans for playing with some girls. I told the teacher this and she chucked a mental, which I thing was good for the boy. He often sweared at, to, or around people with caused some discomfort around the class. I wrote the teacher an anonymous letter, which I thought was the best way to handle the situation.
Bee

School and complaints fit hand in hand

How do I describe myself to people who either don't know me or are very close to me. Well. at school I come off as the werid kid. I attend a school where I know nobody but my sibling. It's sad how people can just judge you without knowing who you are. I don't want to demolish how I am just to please the fake-smiling people at this new school. They call me werid because I'm different to them. They're so wrapped up in their "normalness" (one person in my class actually says that), that they don't acknowledge that people are different to them. Things that make me different from them: I don't care about celebrities, I don't have a cell phone and I don't mind not having one and I'm into older music, not those 5 second #1s. On the first day of my new school we had to fill out infomation sheets including what music we liked. "Who's Queen?" , "who's Bon Jovi?" and " you actually like the Beatles?" came to me in my first week. I'm still greatful for all of the people that are in my life (although I could do without some of them). My bestfriends don't attend my school, but when I'm around them, on the phone to them, or emailing them they remind me about how lucky I am, even if it seems to you that all I do is complain.
Bee